Solo Mission

Man on a mission, that's Cudi vision, made my decision Knocked out my wishlist, left feelin' gifted, but left before Christmas I've been committed, quit actin' victim, how I'm livin' You couldn't fathom how my mind's been spinnin' Nope! Some people are simple, some people make sense Some will give up quick, some are way too dense Some will not do shit, but that ain't me So I moved out west, it's the place to be For the one's like me For the one's with dreams You can't believe, uh They're way too big, so you say I'm crazy Little bit dismissive, but it's cuz you're lazy Status quo is your benchmark daily Straight outta high school, havin' babies Sounds like fun but I'd rather have bomb ass sex, not sons Like obviously one day, yeah, but damn, man, take a second, maybe decade, go out There And find what you want Truly, and I ain't talkin' 'bout the bubbles, man, I'm talkin' 'bout your life's own movie This one's a doozy, but imagine it's you who makes it groovy It's been your duty from the start You deserve it, go work hard Might have to pick yourself apart But ask, "what's the cost of not?" Man on a mission, that's Cudi vision, made my decision Knocked out my wishlist, left feelin' gifted, but left before Christmas I've been committed, quit actin' victim, how I'm livin' You couldn't fathom how my mind's been spinnin' Some people have it, some don't But how you supposed to find out if you just won't? Break your shell and become that yolk Never try it out, that's the only real joke, dope Maybe all ya need is a push so ya go Sorta like the first time pushin' mongo Switch it up if you really wanna roll Maybe all ya need is for someone to hit you Not with a fist, what a twist, guess I grew too I'll prove it, I'll help you, pursue new views, let loose, let go, and drop all of the weight that's glue fused I'd be lying if I said that I weren't a bit lost still Still been boozin', at least I don't pop pills I'm goin' for something, at least I'm tryin' I'd rather die on my feet, than on my knees complying And that's real, so is this I'm in a constant confliction within, I'm debating a session to locate the cyst Damn... there it is But I don't need a diagnosis to know I'm feeling my emotions I'm the only one capable of changing my focus