Tell Me

Family is everything, but what if they don't love you? And the two that you grew up with don't trust you? Pretty shit but this isn't about my little sis - cuz she aight He's pissed and I'm probably the first one on his list Cuz I guess I've been a bad lil bro all my life Haven't had my brother as a brother since way back goin' to school with each other But, I pledged and got another bigger brother, better match Straight fact, but he from another mother My whole entire life I've been searching to find, the underlying reason why What's behind this divide, who's the person inside, when you'll toss it aside Tell me how I can revive what's died, I don't know what else to try Tell me, does it have to deal with pride? Tell me your thoughts and tell me your side Provide a couple hints, or tips, or guidance Lookin' at you lookin' back at me feels violent Your eyes stay filled with hatred and spite, can't hide it Remember you're my brother, can't disguise it We try to play nice so our mommy doesn't cry, but the trigger always clicks It's impossible to fight it - right? It's crazy... even since we were little babies... Ever since I can remember, you were always really good at finding reasons to hate me I think about it on the daily... and way too often lately... It'd be crazy insane if it stays this way 'till we're 80 Family is everything, but what if they don't love you? And the two that you grew up with don't trust you? Pretty shit but this isn't about my little sis - cuz she aight He's pissed and I'm probably the first one on his list Cuz I guess I've been a bad lil bro all my life Hmmm... maybe? Wait, no We're both so fuckin' stubborn, I ain't gonna let it go You think I ain't supportive, but in school when it was Battle of the Bands and you performed, who was there front row? Remember when we used to be cool? Remember rappin' Eminem tracks in our rags with the du? Remember it's together that we grew? But I can't even remember for the life of me the last time that I talked to you Or you talked to me I told you that we're stubborn, maybe we'll just let it be Maybe we should go our own ways and be free All I ever wanted for you to become what I know you can be Cuz you're part of me - B to the B Impossible to change reality I know we'll never be a masterpiece, but this isn't 'bout you, this is family