Old Wounds

Stayin' to myself, I swear I'm tired of all the fake shit Been tryna heal from shit, that 'Ian been the same since For everything I been through, I know that I'ma make it I'ma show the whole world, how far I'm finna take this Uh, problems with emotions and anxiety, I been tryna chill Had to stop doubtin' start applyin' all my skills Gotta get more rich, so I neva care about a bill Born wit this, music the only way that he gon feel fulfilled Had to focus up, ain't have time for no lyin' bitch Stayin' out the way, ain't have time for no lyin' snitch When I step up on that stage' y'all already know what time it is I be puttin' in work wit my time while he bidin' his Locked in the gym and booth, yeah those are my favorite hobbies Still got some nights, where I'm teary eyed in the lobby They don't really got it in 'em, so they tryna copy Won't eva lack, neva let no nigga try and rob me Young fly nigga, y'all already know my body I'ma swerve right past 'em, like we playin' hockey Don't matter how much love you show, they gon' leave you prolly I'ma forever be a G.O.A.T. like Muhammad Ali Stayin' to myself, I swear I'm tired of all the fake shit Been tryna heal from shit, that 'Ian been the same since For everything I been through, I know that I'ma make it I'ma show the whole world, how far I'm finna take this Everyday same pain, I just wanna break the cycle Everyday I swear, it feels like I be fightin' for survival I believe in God yeah, I be livin' by the Bible But Lord, I'm gettin' sick and tired, of all these tests and trials Neva felt I could express my feelings so my head spiral It's some days, I can't take it, and be feelin' suicidal (Suicidal) I already know I'm gifted, it ain't my time to expire I know the top, it's up there waitin' for my arrival Shoulda paid attention to the signs' but 'Ian listen Snake me once, next time I'll make the right decision Tryna find my own path, with this gift I'm given I be spittin' bars, like they fuckin' ammunition Let the beat speak to me, I'm cookin' like the kitchen Every performance, I go hard, like it's my first audition I just wanna run my digits up, like we doin, addition I won't fold on the road, yeah I'ma stay on my mission Stayin' to myself, I swear I'm tired of all the fake shit Been tryna heal from shit, that 'Ian been the same since For everything I been through, I know that I'ma make it I'ma show the whole world, how far I'm finna take this