Rain

I'm raining tears but when I look in the mirror I knew I was in some emotional pain but if I was suicidal I'd overdose on cocaine to be aware If my former best friend is listening to this I'd say I thought you cared when I was there But you decided to go back to someone I don't like because of a fight I could've went insane when I have the right to defend myself I drained my happiness until I left her without her knowing I had to repair my rap skills after I left Then I had to look at the bright side to know I can still do it I just have to share the bullshit I've went through I don't complain on the shit I write for muthafuckas Now I ain't wrong for that I'm walking in rain cause I'm in pain I want to faint somewhere when people are around But if I never had a brain I'd be brain dead but the pain will keep coming again and again Then I'd have to seek some help so I can remain in this genre That I'd still share a lot of shit I've gone through from last year Because I want other people to be happier than me Back when I was in between 3rd to 8th grade I was bullied for having a toy because I'm autistic These muthafuckas annoyed me Because they thought it was a good deed When I did that part myself Because they ain't worth my time Surely I'd employ these muthafuckas with a low pay no wait I'd destroy them for not having too much good comebacks After partly roasting them At least I have a heart to be a good guy I want to enjoy life instead of be in misery I want joy to other people as well I'd say I'm smart enough to not waste my time to someone without loyalty currently I changed my rap name because I want a restart on my rap career Even though I've been in the genre I'm walking in rain cause I'm in pain I want to faint somewhere when people are around But if I never had a brain I'd be brain dead but the pain will keep coming again and again Then I'd have to seek some help so I can remain in this genre That I'd still share a lot of shit I've gone through from last year Because I want other people to be happier than me I'm sad and mad when I think about being played By a lot of fuckas And Am I the bad guy for leaving someone that made me miserable? I'd want to be the Chad to prove muthafuckas I still got it I don't fall for tricks like that no more I test them before I tell the bad to go away Then I had to quickly not to attract anyone Because I ain't doing that today or any day Because I'd rather stick to rap and YouTube Cause I want to show fans on what I got If I had a chick, I'd stay with them for 6 months plus Let's add the fact that if I made people's day I'd be the G-O-A-T I'm glad to be back to this shit again I'm still in the rain