Recover

Yo, I had to recover from all the shit that I've gone through I suffered depression that I rediscovered a couple years ago That I had to get up this year And make more shit before I forget how to rap Like I need to snap out of it and don't sweat it That maybe this summer I'd make a mixtape A lot of people be saying cap when that word is dumb as f*ck Back when I was Chungus I got some Chuck comments that I should tell them to suck a dick Chuck could be a bitch like my enemies He should use a rubber with Caden Himes So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade I do have an operation which is dropping verses in my rap songs But I rehearse on them before I record them Sometimes I have these suicidal thoughts After getting picked on by getting kicked in real life Like currently, you think you can trick me? F*ck that, you ain't slick enough to try that on me, but better yet I will hit you with a brick I should tell these pricks to go stick something in their asses At least I ain't part of the dumb app TikTok But even if I'm sick I would still do rap like I don't care if the verses has my cracking voice or not All that matters on how I write shit before recording them So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade I do have an operation which is dropping vs in my rap songs But I rehearse on them before I I think I should be the one who might have a crush on someone Like am I finna rush it? (Nah) I'd wait til the end of the year Am I nervous to ask? (Kinda) but if I did now It would defeat the purpose of the brand of a guy like me I should put fear in itself I'd tell them to shut the f*ck up if they hear a name They'll demand me to ask her number wait, was I trying to be funny like the woop woop, like curly I planned this all along I should stand and clear my throat and say "Don't make me blush, okay?" So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade I do have an operation which is dropping verses in my rap songs But I rehearse on them before I record them Alright, I guess it's over Shout out to Anderson Island Entertainment Tyler Clarkson Wade Simmelink I think Next Big Thing, even though I didn't collab yet Hell maybe Bentley Let's go!