Wide Awake

I'm Wide Awake Thinking of all the opportunities I couldve took These feelings won't ever change I moved on to better things and you stay the same But who could I blame You made me the person I am boosted my confidence game You were just a 4 now I'm fuckin with a 10 Go ahead go back to the same shit again Started off as a friend but that was back then Losing control and I'm losing my mind Be both adults now Let's put this shit behind But you still don't act your age Maybe I just overthinking Your ruining your life selling my sons shit so You keep drinking I just hope some day we talk this out Maybe one day your act will be together We could've done everything together Do anything just make you feel better Shine like the sun so bright Just take my hand so I can show you what it's like You tell me all I did was make you sad Let's just start over we got memories to add I know your life's a mess All you do is f*ck around now But I mean I guess Gotta get these thoughts off my head Damn isn't life rough I don't know what to do It's been 4 months since I heard from you Where were you when I needed you Trying my best to cope with the fact We won't ever have that same shit again I just heard your new boyfriend was that kid you said was just a friend It Don't bother me tho I ain't tryna fight over shit You still hit me up on the low No disrespect But you nothing but a hoe I think it's time pack my shit go Imma do whatever it take to see my son Even if it means count bound done Keep on having your fun it won't last long I could tell you everything your doing wrong all night long