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The serotonins fleeting Got me feeling six feet deep I'm searching for those vices That'll help me get to sleep I think I need a breather I know you need your space I've been my own worst enemy just getting in my way I just don't want to feel Anything anymore So I burry my problems Leave them all at the door But it doesn't get better It's not going away It's eating me inside bringing me down got me feeling insane I guess I'm too fucked up to care About the shitty things I've done And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become You know I want you back never meant to go and f*ck up the past All the memories we had were meant to last But I let it go and now you're gone Now you're gone Now they're gone Now they're gone I'm drunk in the kitchen alone with my friends Distracting my mind while I try to pretend That I do not miss them say I don't need them But really I do I don't want this to end Deep down feeling psycho think I might go Over the edge you got me walking on a tight rope Wanna say some words but I'm thinking that I might choke Didn't want to end and I'm thinking that I might go Crazy I lost my mind Clear head it is hard to find I tell you that I'll be fine But I know that I won't I cant forget the times We had together Kept on saying I'd do better But I know that you felt tethered By the things we had thought it would last Just go I guess I'm too fucked up to care About the shitty things I've done And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become You know I want you back never meant to go and f*ck up the past All the memories we had were meant to last But I let it go and now you're gone Now you're gone Now they're gone Now they're gone I've been so self destructive I don't need no button Just to blow it up I'm afraid I'm slipping into this abyss And they won't care I'm missing They'll let me go I guess I'm too fucked up to care About the shitty things I've done And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become You know I want you back never meant to go and f*ck up the past All the memories we had were meant to last But I let it go and now you're gone Now you're gone Now they're gone Now they're gone