Want It All

Automatic But I've had it Up to here So simpatic I'm and addict But I fear That I'm never gunna be the one to get it all together Make it better why the weather never clears Gotta wonder whether if the end is near The place that I am heading never had to steer I'm heading right off of the road It's getting old, my life is cold I'm just a burn out falling from the atmosphere The problem with society is We don't got the time to see The people in the places and the struggle to get by each week It's tougher that they lie to me Tell me shit is fine and we Should focus on our self it doesn't matter if I die this week We got mouths to feed we got bills to pay Don't give the ones that we love any time of day Until it's to late when you see them pass away Cuz I want it want it want it all I'm a train in the tracks and but I've lost control And I need it need it need it now I'm a man with no plan and I'm bleeding out Cuz I want it want it want it all I'm a train in the tracks and but I've lost control And I need it need it need it now I'm a man with no plan and I'm bleeding out And I've been searching But don't know if I've been searching long enough Or hard enough, But I've had enough And I still see The things that I be missing And the things that I be thinking I should've got by now But I don't know If I'll ever get that way If I'll ever get my way oh But I'm searching searching searching for the answers Taking taking taking what I need Thinking thinking that I'll never find it Thinking that I'll never succeed But I wanna be the one to get us there Wanna be the one to make it right Wanna be the one to get it all I'm in the tunnel will i see the light Cus I want it want it want it all I'm a train in the tracks and but I've lost control And I need it need it need it now I'm a man with no plan and I'm bleeding out Cuz I want it want it want it all I'm a train in the tracks and but I've lost control And I need it need it need it now I'm a man with no plan and I'm bleeding out So I put my hands up And surrender To your ways And I put my head down And I do just what you say So I put my hands up And surrender To your ways And I put my head down And I do just what you say Self deprecated Obliterated So intimidated Humiliating Hate the shit that I created I'm slowly waiting It is agitating I'm Getting calculations running through my mind They're always Circulating I Feel degraded It's devastating I'm estimating That I can not carry this on I'm always gravitating To just giving up on my work It's fucking irritating Loathing always culminating Feeling so Debilitating But I don't but I don't peach But I don't but I don't seek Cuz I got all of my life And all of my needs To Make it as one And I'm feeling so free Oh oh oh You don't really know Anything about nobody Until you walk up in their shoes And Oh oh oh That's just how these things go Never been loved by no one Then they acting out for a show And they looking for justification In temptation Trepidation always lying and saying that they changing, but they never really changing It's the same old ways, It's the same old ways It's the same old place with the same old things and the same old days