Down Time

My down time all the time got me messed up I'm sittin' right here in this parking lot Sittin' up on the top livin' life on the dot Neva gonna hit the clock Lookin' down neva stop Always here the pitta-patter of the rain when it splatters Always gotta keep in hundred when these songs got no bluffin' I'm just wanting someone to tell me that I meant something And that I'm enough Lossin' people left and right I don't know when I'll be fine I just wanna be okay I just wanna say I'm fine I'm drowning myself in my work to hide away from how much I'm hurt I know I'm going through a lot but I'm still here writtin' my songs Pourin' my heart n soul into each word But I'm due For my down time I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' love you I hate the fact that you're fuckin' gone too You left me alone no where to go What do I do Who do I have now I wish you're eye's would just open up more See that you've got so many doors Even in your down time you can still Make a choice and see once more