Lonely (feat. Erik Cain)

Everything's shifting It's different When you near me I feel it in my soul Something's just not sitting right Tell me I'm losing my mind Cause when you hold me There's a distance Off balance with my spirit I don't feel the same Tell me whose to blame Please let me hear the name Second guessing myself When you're not around my thoughts go left Could be sitting right beside you But it's like I'm trying to find you Don't know what else to say There's isn't much more to do Cause I'd rather be lonely Than to feel like you ain't for me Baby, I done been down this road I'll rather be alone Be out here on my own Than to have you But not really have you with me And it's so cold Walking down this dark road When the sun was shining everyday Now it only rains Feeling more than helpless How could you be so selfish Don't mean to be selfish I'm sorry can't help it But I'm feeling helpless I try to stay strong But no I'm not shit if I Just let you tell it I'm just tryna show you That you are my purpose I know I'm not perfect Though I try to sell it I made some mistakes I know I did you wrong But just let me fix it I know I'm indebted I'm here for the ride Ain't no tagging along Lately it's tension The energy different I don't what's missing But something done changed It was hot as the kitchen Til' temperature switched Now it got a little chilly It thundered and rained If I ever found love That was more than the sum Of the things that I want And I need to maintain Then that's something I cherish Til' the day that I perish To let that thing go girl You know I'm insane But I'd rather be lonely Than to feel like you ain't for me Baby, I done been down this road I'll rather be alone Be out here on my own Than to have you But not really have you with me And it's so cold Walking down this dark road When the sun was shining everyday Now it only rains Feeling more than helpless How could you be so selfish