I Wonder

I been struggling all my life It's a lot of shit I been going through Had to sacrifice a lot of shit man Blood, sweat, and tears I just come in the booth and spill all my pain It's time to get paid nigga Shit is crazy man Yeah! I wonder why I was broke I had to change my approach They wonder why I'm so dope I don't chase the clout and they know I was applying with hopes Of getting hired at stores I'm not getting fired no more Burning desire for fire to grow This shit is ludicrous Depend on what mood I'm in I don't really do the friends Those my associates List of goals like a grocery list Niggas addicted to opiates Time that the people start noticing Shit that was promised still don't exist Niggas been countin' me out I just been countin' my blessings Kept faith they was in doubt They loyalty I had to question I live by my morals and ethics Gotta stay woke in the present Working hard gave me some leverage Some people just don't get the message Over they head like a carry-on Can't worry bout a race in a marathon Can't worry bout a wraith in a caravan I listen to God he won't steer me wrong Don't need a soul on my side just to cheer me on Don't need a soul on my side just to cheer me on I wonder why I was broke I had to change my approach They wonder why I'm so dope I don't chase the clout and they know I was applying with hopes Of getting hired at stores I'm not getting fired no more Burning desire for fire to grow No thank you I'm good on advice I know niggas who losing their life I know niggas who losing their head The streets made it hard to survive Used to play cards for the five I would never believe in a lie I shine like a star in the sky And my time ain't even arrive Hop in the car and I'm flying Hungry for more I got drive Watch out ya boy on the rise I keep my eye on the prize I keep my mind on the money Expanding my reach out the country I love all my fans cause they love me They gon be there when it's ugly I was down bad and depressed Bitches want money and sex Keisha was tryna get fucked I had my mind on the neck Making my way to success mode Ima surpass every threshold I do it for all of my dead folks And every last one from the ghetto I wonder why I was broke I had to change my approach They wonder why I'm so dope I don't chase the clout and they know I was applying with hopes Of getting hired at stores I'm not getting fired no more Burning desire for fire to grow