Born from Pain

Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain Used to all the bullshit born from pain Going back to normal shit it ain't the same Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain Used to all the bullshit born from the pain Going back to normal shit it ain't the same Ain't the same Yeah All of this pain And all of these things Inside of my brain That drive me insane When I just been sippin and licking up liquor from a week or two ago I cannot figure out times Or periods of flight When I was too high To pick up on subtleties Most of you bitches couldn't ever run with me Let alone ever get ahead of me Yeah I just been Sippin liquor from a week ago Drowning now so I don't ever have to grow old Sippin on shit that I know will never let me remember times where all of these lies We're televised right in front of my face But honestly reminiscing on the times Where bitches we're making up lies Talking down on all of my lines Now they lining to throw dimes into the wishing well Well I just move along Laughing and wish em well Going back to normal shit it ain't the same Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain Used to all the bullshit born from the pain Going back to normal shit it ain't the same Ain't the same Yeah Late night calls from my grandparents telling Me that their proud of the success that they've seen But that ain't enough for me I gotta keep working I just need to get outside and clear my mothafucking mind Being locked inside Got me thinking Reminiscing about the times where I said a whole bunch of shit In spite Of the times and the misery one was facing Face it baby I'm in love with you Every day I just wake up and I'm happy Tell me baby Whatchu Been thinking lately Everyday I wake up and I'm lost inside my mind Thoughts that I can't get out or express any time Just give me a little bit of space and Breathing room and you will see what it's like To be me Like to be me Like to live your life the way that I have I've been thinking lately That maybe I wasn't Right