Highs and Lows

Learning life tynna balance Keep steady, not trynna fall That's merry go round Let's take it back Used to play my music to people who listen But that's ok cause I got a plan with bigger vision I'll let you know when I'm done that I'll be on a mission It might be a minute now but you gone hear me soon Had to spend a couple thousand on equipment too Looking Bummy I an't worried about no fucking shoes Cause it's gonna pay off Now I've been waiting on low Trynna keep this shit steady But them bills ain't no joke And Plus I got loan from this car I'd on got I think about it Shit, I could work a second job Pay this car loan off So I don't see no dam note And Tell me I need to pay or else it's gone be towed You gotta love it Yea This a story of an under dog More to say I've been hungry y'all I got a bone to pick Highs and my lows Yea I was down on my luck There ain't where I wanna be Imma have to come up Highs and my lows Yea I was down on my luck There ain't where I wanna be Imma have to come up I come from a place Where they don't give a f*ck about your mental state of mind I ain't trynna be pessimistic My life is not only different But when felt this way I felt so low Now high Can you get on top before the gravity's involved A lot of highs and lows getting down in my mind Like who the F*ck am I ? Do I believe in myself ? Many questions I have Like where I supposed to be at? I don't see the future going further doing retail I tell you my nigga I'm so tired Seeing niggas blowing they ain't even trying Niggas Getting bake I can't even get some bread Aye What's a cake when you can't even joy it I'm just saying Took me a long time to write these rhymes From journals to i phones Where experiences are mines Trynna find the words to paint my story on canvas Locked up in the room like a nigga doing time They don't know me like Highs and my lows Yea I was down on my luck There ain't where I wanna be Imma have to come up Highs and my lows Yea I was down on my luck There ain't where I wanna be Imma have to come up Yea