Thinkin (about dyin)

I'm thinkin about dyin I'm thinkin about spendin I'm wondering where my real friends I'm wondering if she miss me I'm thinkin about dyin I'm thinkin about spendin I'm tellin you what's on my mind will you listen I'm spendin cause I cannot take it with me I never wanna have to ask if they feel me When I'm high that's the real me All of this time I'm killing I'm dreaming about dyin I'm dreaming about spendin I'm thinkin about it I'm thinkin about it I'm running out of options And I'm runnin from my problems If I like em then I cop em I can't do this shit much longer I don't want you on my song bruh And I know this shit is gonna hurt But I'm tryna die I'm tryna leave this earth I stay so fresh they don't know how I ain't really tryna die bitch I'm tryna leave this earth right now I'm thinkin about dyin I'm thinkin about spendin I'm wondering where my real friends I'm wondering if she miss me I'm thinkin about dyin I'm thinkin about spendin I'm tellin you what's on my mind will you listen Will you listen? No you won't you're not here no more What I'm missin Is what you were givin me