Make It Back Home

Am I ever gonna make it back home It's the only place where I don't feel alone It's not safe in the places I'm going Am I gonna catch a flight before I'm gone Am I ever gonna make it back home It's the only place where I don't feel alone It's not safe in the places I'm going Am I gonna catch a flight before I'm gone It's my life my choices Why do I feel guilty I make my own decisions Hope that you'll forgive me So I'm writing this in a Waffle House At five AM and the powers out transformer blew sheesh Just finished raining and it's foggy now Got a hoodie on and the cops are out I can see the blue sheesh Do I need the treatment Can you keep a secret Can you keep it decent Can you stop the beefing Can you bring the peace in free the people Maybe free the public from the heebiejeebies I don't mean to be seeming needy needy But it's feeling like I can't move freely I know back home is where the green is greener though Am I ever gonna make it back home It's the only place where I don't feel alone It's not safe in the places I'm going Am I gonna catch a flight before I'm gone Am I ever gonna make it back home It's the only place where I don't feel alone It's not safe in the places I'm going Am I gonna catch a flight before I'm gone It's my life my choices Why do I feel guilty I make my own decisions Hope that you'll forgive me I miss my parents miss my fam Miss the left side of my mans But I'm left inside the barracks Hard to think I have a chance but I still got hope Thought I had a decent plan but I'm still dirt broke But maybe forever I won't Maybe I can but I don't What if I'm here for the moment Maybe I'm here so I know what it is like to have nothing So that I'm grateful with something What if I'm never enough Maybe I'm calling my bluff and I have no way of erupting Maybe I'll just say f*ck it and go back home Am I ever gonna make it back home It's the only place where I don't feel alone It's not safe in the places I'm going Am I gonna catch a flight before I'm gone