For Me

I'm taking pills in the form of notes under my fingers If this ain't real then why am I in love with my speakers I know it's bad for my relationships But I get so damn tired of taking all this shit So feed me the melody I cannot stand all the drama I'm going to stay at mi casa I don't have enemies but I know there would be problems because I never held up a promise I'm losing my memories somebody save me But I brush you off maybe I'm going crazy But I have an issue I don't think nobody listening They don't want to hear me live a dream Imma have to make it out of here if Imma make a name for myself And I couldn't blame you You were brought up in a cold world Don't show anybody your feelings That's why I'm clinging on to me and stay by myself It's all me I got it Don't try at all to stop it I'm lonely But should I change I don't think so I know that You miss us I'm sorry I screwed up But I don't want to take the blame oh no Okay but this is for me I'm not insane I'm crazy I hate my name You blame me But I won't change I do this for me I make my name Am I okay Don't ask me stupid questions I'm fine I got my medicine it's on time Keyboard in front of me I'm alright I'm going to play it forever Take it away from me never You got to give me some time I promise that I'm going to make it out fine You cannot take from me because it's mine You can go hate on me it's your time I don't involve myself in that life I don't belong where people reside I got to get my family out right I'm trying to make a living off rhymes It couldn't work because my nine to five Give me some death to go with my life Take me away from myself It may be better to hate on myself I got to get back to my family and my friends They always wait on myself Take me away to the bank for some help Pay for emotions I'm losing my wealth I think it's time for some booze off the shelf Put it together I'm losing myself It's all me I got it Don't try at all to stop it I'm lonely But should I change I don't think so I know that You miss us I'm sorry I screwed up But I don't want to take the blame oh no Okay but this is for me I'm not insane I'm crazy I hate my name You blame me But I won't change I do this for me I make my name