For You

I promise I'm trying To make an effort But am I lying to myself It's possible but oh well It never made a change in the past so it'll never work now I'm tryna change how I act 'cause I don't wanna hurt you now Gotta blame myself for the distance in our relationship Understandable I'll probably never hear from no-one 'cause I push them all away I think I gotta show them that I care But I try all the time it isn't fair I'd give you all my life But I could never make it right for you Tryna make some time for you Falling into pieces 'cause I'd never fight for you Why would I lie to you Started thinking it was all true Maybe I'm not really who you thought you knew I could never make it right for you Falling into pieces 'cause I'd never fight for you Why would I lie to you Started thinking it was all true Maybe I'm not really who you thought you knew I know you're tired Of listening to me You say I'm wrong Say it twice Say it three times Don't need to be a liar It's my personality Make a song Play it twice Play it three times 'Cause I'm invested in myself I know I should get help But I don't think I can 'Cause if I do I'm changing up my plans I'm stressing Got one girl and three friends But I'm so in love with the music I know they think I'm changing up Understandable I'll probably never hear from no-one 'cause I push them all away I think I gotta show them that I care But I try all the time it isn't fair I'd give you all my life But I could never make it right for you Tryna make some time for you Falling into pieces 'cause I'd never fight for you Why would I lie to you Started thinking it was all true Maybe I'm not really who you thought you knew I could never make it right for you Falling into pieces 'cause I'd never fight for you Why would I lie to you Started thinking it was all true Maybe I'm not really who you thought you knew I'm not really who you thought you knew Not really who you thought you knew But I'll get back to you I promise one day I'll get back to you Sometimes my actions are irrational But one day I'ma make it back to you I'm trying my best But I could never make it right for you Tryna make some time for you Falling into pieces 'cause I'd never fight for you Why would I lie to you Started thinking it was all true Maybe I'm not really who you thought you knew