Intro

I gave color to my notebook now it's ripped up and faded And lately I been getting pissed about these awful sudden changes I spend hours in my thoughts, effecting me and relations It's a concrete jungle, I'm the rose in the pavement Everybody want the same thing so why start a war? Once you get what you been wanting why the f*ck you want more? Since the womb, since I was born, since my daddy cut the cord I been wondering what the point is, what the f*ck I'm here for? I've been tryna make an album, so you see me and you notice me A lot of people changing even the ones that was close to me A lot shit got over me I can't rest, won't go to sleep A home, i don't go to see This is why I'm close to weak My tears shine like glitter in the sun You can see all the lines This world weigh a ton, on my shoulders I really need sum time I opened up my world, in hopes that I would see the light I fall but I won't break but it's okay, imma be alright I've been tryna make an album so you see me and you notice me Do you notice me? Do you notice me? I'm just a rose in the pavement in a concrete jungle I'm just, me I'm just, me Golden child, I must be different if I'm still right here Sunny mind, cloudy days, don't think that I don't fear From the start I've been the shadow so I'm harder to hear They never see what I see, inside my world it's all clear I gave up all my expectations Showed me more than conversations I'm still young that's why I'm patient How long you gon keep waiting? Cause you had me in the rain with my timbs on stepping After hours and some days, never came to come check in I'm to myself and myself only I'll hold me when I'm cold I'm just alone, I'm not lonely Cause that's all I ever known This the pain that pop bottle The same pain that grows Man I barely know myself I only know what I'm told That sounds fucked up don't it? You never hear so I wrote it It takes a beat to stay focused And all of me to stay motive I broke my training wheels off Had to be me to control it I bury what I have lost Not like you'll ever take notice I've been tryna make an album so you see me and you notice me Do you notice me? Do you notice me? I'm just a rose in the pavement in a concrete jungle I'm just, me I'm just, me