Spring Break

Spring break man it's almost summer Been so much rain, could you hear that thunder? I been scared to lay in bed, above what creeps under Oh It broke my soul when I hurt my lover And these hearts don't fall too high And the truth gon hurt the more you lie and road feels long the more you try But the flower still grows the sun don't hide Look, right now it's hard to except That the world still spin when you don't know what's next I been writin every poem till it hurts in my chest And I been breakin every cage, just to find me a nest Shit half my life I been too tongue tied I couldn't lie if I tried, take a look in my eyes I been the robber and the victim, I lived both those lives I been on a tight schedule, I don't got no time I seen all my scars with the lights turned off Pay a dollar make a dime, just to pay my cost Man I had the whole map and I still got lost Felt pain I never felt like I was on that cross Now I'm smokin, poppin E's, I might just buy me bottle I don't talk too much, just the thoughts that I ponder All I ever want is love, why they make it a problem? I don't wanna feel lost, I've been drained from the wander I been Too gone for too long Been too gone for too long Ain't no savin from you Ain't no savin from you I been Too gone for too long Been too gone for too long Ain't no savin from you Ain't no savin from you I'm not a perfect person please believe that I know it Any smile any laugh hides the shit I ain't showin Will somebody let me out? besides the smoke that I'm blowin Had the water and the seed so what stopped me from growin? and I wish you could read my mind Cuz these thoughts hold all my time And these wings won't let me fly Cuz this spark don't got no light Yeahh sometimes I wish it could be easy Know people have it worse, they prolly wish that they could be as the weeks go by, I start to feel it deeply This kid ain't the same cuz you looked and never seen me Barstools, loud music and people that I don't know January 6th when the time turned slow Spring break tears, at the all time low Winter blues in the summer never felt so cold I'm not my best, no genie, no stylist I need my rest, you might leave won't stop it If you felt what I felt, would you keep on watchin? Will I be back? don't know, can't promise June 22nd it's a fucked up summer Hope I realign myself and I heal my lover Change the area code, I gotta change my number Pray I find my path cuz I been lost like no other I been Too gone for too long Been too gone for too long Ain't no savin from you Ain't no savin from you I been Too gone for too long Been too gone for too long Ain't no savin from you Ain't no savin from you