Too much

Hate the job but I love the check Hate the girl but I love the sex Tell me world what the f*ck is next? Are you causing this or it's in my head I been MIA for a minute, don't plan on coming back I wish you could feel my pain, see just where my head is at I cut all the loose ties, I ain't build no bond I put kush in my lungs just to write this song And I know my wrongs from rights, I just chose to do wrong I don't know who I am, I guess that mask fell off Or I'm just thinkin bout you said maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Or maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Said maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now I got dusse in my cup, styrofoam and that ice Is it love or lust? Shit I don't know but it's that life I done broke and I done fought, I let them people take my light Am I joke? Am I fraud? Or I'm just thinkin bout last night I oughta tell yo momma that you trippin on me And all those fuckin bad habits you don't get it from me That I no longer call yo phone when I'm feelin lonely And that I fuckin hate myself from all the shit you told me Man why would I sleep? when I don't get the rest that I need Ain't complain, I'm just sayin That I'm tryna get thru the week I've been tryna flip a new leaf It's like I'm head locked on a leash Baby I'm still on that same shit But I talk to god and I plead I'm sorry I'm too wasted for the conversations I'm not talkin alcohol, I just lost all my patience In this world, you can't have any of your expectations This that life, everybody here got they reservation I got dusse in my cup, styrofoam and that ice Is it love or lust? Shit I don't know but it's that life I done broke and I done fought, I let them people take my light Am I joke? Am I fraud? Or I'm just thinkin bout last night I got dusse in my cup, styrofoam and that ice Is it love or lust? Shit I don't know but it's that life I done broke and I done fought, I let them people take my light Am I joke? Am I fraud? Or I'm just thinkin bout last night Or I'm just thinkin bout you Said maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Or maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Said maybe I'm just thinkin bout you Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now Maybe it's too much of the thinkin right now