Pain away

I got these hoes on a leash I ain't never need a mention cuz they know I come with receipts See the pops they be lurking wanting what I got well Nigga come take it from me That was a taunt it was cheap Calling y'all NyQuil the way that you put me to sleep Moving in the fast lane Dip n dash put in real pain catch up to me They want me gone and my life away I done made it through the tidal wave Look up in the sky cloudy days I need some take the pain away Struggle was real had to find a way I ain't even got the time today grew up eating on a ramen plate I need some take the pain away Uh Brother in the field like a slave picking cotton All we know is work trap hard Nigga we was taught no other option When you be down at the bottom then niggas wan eat off ya plate I'm still breaking bread with my niggas it wasn't no steak on my plate They want me gone and my life away I done made it through the tidal wave Look up in the sky cloudy days I need some take the pain away Struggle was real had to find a way I ain't even got the time today grew up eating on a ramen plate I need some take the pain away Goin off the deep end can you come and save me now Feel the waves around my neck I think I might just drown All I wanted is for someone to hold me down Maintain they gon say they sorry do the same thing Arguments and conversations then they get to shifting blame Welcome to my world my pain my heart My flaws my scars my tears my fault We fell apart Don't talk bout love Tell me is you down to ride Please God I just need a sign Pains heavy and the love is blind All the time I cannot rewind guilty trippin need a peace of mind Hands tied like I did the time Knife in back a dart in my heart look what you did now I try to run and then I come back and I end up stressed out Heart is use to pain but I just wanna See See See Is you gone be there when the world is on my shoulder or go turn on me