Dilated

Lemme take you to a place where ideas live instead of die And surprises come tied with a ribbon every time And I never get lost when I'm drifting through my mind Over cliffs too difficult to climb Cause you the only way outta my head Usually I'm trapped Layin in my bed Only move to get a snack See I made a couple friends But I lose em to the fact That I leave em on read or don't choose to hit em back See you snoozin then you losin, it's a fact In my mind sticks and stones don't do shit, but words leave bruises Started off as a spark now we burned the fuses Cause even when we at fault we prefer excuses huh Sometimes I wonder why's this world so jaded Too deep inside my mind, and I can't take it Til I look up in the sky with my eyes dilated Only time I'm feeling fine when my eyes dilated Sometimes I wonder why's this world so jaded Too deep inside my mind, and I can't take it Til I look up in the sky with my eyes dilated Only time I'm feeling fine when my eyes dilated I said Half my friends graduated, half my friends havin babies Some of em show no love, most of em congratulate me I ain't gon sit around and act like it don't fascinate me How most of my homies goin ghost, Patrick Swayze That's the way we - roll, it start to take a toll How I never stay in control, I'm tryna play my role But I never fit in the mold, platinum silver and golds All I ever dream about, part of me proceeds to doubt Cause oddly enough a lot of shit don't ever even out Prolly cause of all of the information they leavin out Really I just hope it don't lead to bringin my demons out Or that my vision gets any cloudier when I see the clout Cause baby I know what it means to be down n out It's like this circle never ends, it's a roundabout Shit don't always make sense gotta sound it out Cause all that glitters ain't gold babe Sometimes I wonder why's this world so jaded Too deep inside my mind, and I can't take it Til I look up in the sky with my eyes dilated Only time I'm feeling fine when my eyes dilated Sometimes I wonder why's this world so jaded Too deep inside my mind, and I can't take it Til I look up in the sky with my eyes dilated Only time I'm feeling fine when my eyes dilated Wish somebody woulda told me that this life is never fair Maybe it's my fault maybe I was ill prepared Baby if you call promise you that I'll be there There's nothin else under the sun to me Wish somebody woulda told me that this life is never fair Maybe it's my fault maybe I was ill prepared Baby if you call promise you that I'll be there There's nothin else under the sun to me