Forgiveness

Somethin' about this Maybe rekindle the package I had to fall through this madness This time you weren't no masses This time you tell me your feelings This time you got to be open Open your heart so you know how I'm feelin Uh, feel the intensity This sexual healing got you feelin' like you Don't wanna Just be memories Wanna be cool, crime and collector, baby Feel like a ocean breeze If you gon' change, change for the better, baby Don't you die like the autumn leaves Gotta surge deep within, baby Remember you're in the piece I shot my shot, you feel me comin' Baby, like a gum on a trigger squeeze Know you gon' remember me And every night before you sleep You feel them thoughts and memories You know my heart be callin' for you But lately you have not answered me Then I look to God for answers Then he end up answering He said, look, you gotta be patient And realize what you be chasin' Sometime you pour in your cup And you runnin' it up And it leavin' you nothin' but stuff If you not learnin' your lesson, repeatin' the cycle And that's why you hurtin' this much I know you been through the pain But you got to release it Or you gon' be stuck in the mud Uh, I look in the mirror like, baby, what do you see Uh, had to look deep within I ain't even know this is me I'm lookin' at my reflection I was just stuck in a cycle Energy just like a bullet Just like a bullet when stuck in a rifle Ooh, gotta be lettin' it go I took my time to release it Already knew that I was gon' pick up the pieces This is a time for truth, I already know I can't be keepin' no secrets I let up my guard for you when I went hard for you Cause that's what I'm supposed to do If I ride for you Gave you my all, leavin' nothin' else for myself I ain't even know who to call when all this shit went left Feel like the only involved Feel like you really out for yourself I'm just releasing it all Yes, forgiveness for myself Uh, life may make you forget That you the one runnin' this shit You the one callin' the shots You the one never gon' stop You the one makin' it hot Times get hard You the one fill up the pot You the one makin' it happen While everybody else wanna stand around Ooh, yeah, yeah, they be feelin' the stride Thinkin' that I'ma go fill it with passion Got my head in this music, you feelin' this passion I had to fill up my cup I ain't even do it alone I had some help and some guidance Heaven be teachin' me patience Lately, uh, life been fillin' surprises Gave you my all, leavin' nothin' else for myself I ain't even know who to call when all this shit went left Feel like the only involved Feel like you really out for yourself I'm just releasing it all Yes, forgiveness for myself