Tired

2 self holding up Self holding up This is what it sound like when you real This is what it sound like when you want it 2 self holding up I got a feeling I ain't felt before It's kicking right at my door when I'm praying at night Telling me to watch my step and who I'm around Like it'll happen tonight My head been feeling light Bro on the phone said I ain't acting right I been getting ready for a change of life I'm going alone but I cannot be shy I done cancelled all my plans Family think I'm crazy they don't understand It can happen tomorrow Take a trip never land Do you think I'm playing I'm going up right now but I can't think about it I be laughing at 'em when they tryna doubt me They dragging down my motion I can't let it happen Cause I been growing every single year Steady waiting I be tired of it I'm so tired of it I'm tryna get to living right now They tryna see the vision I'll show 'em now I'm so tired of it Yeah I'm tired of it I'm tryna get to living right now They tryna knock me over I ain't going down I been getting in my bag for a minute I'm putting in so much you know I live this shit I started it and now I gotta finish it 2 self holding tired of it Holding up my 2 self yeah I'm tired of it Hear me so much they won't get tired of me I'm pouring out my soul I can't even hide a thing I'm so tired of it 2 self holding up This is what it sound like when you real