New Years

Spending new years, by myself I'm a loser, I'm in hell Can you hear me, I need help How could you be with someone else Pour me a drink, lets get drunk I need to think, my feelings are numb I'm full of regrets, I want to go back I wish you never stabbed my back When that ball drops Ill be alone With a cup full whiskey and a heart full of gold Your probably with him, you know that I hate that I can treat you better than he ever will Now that your gone, I can't take it My hearts broken, a million pieces So I've been waiting, for someone to call me But nobody cares how could they be so cold Every thing that I did, was for you Now it's all worthless, I hate you Thinking bout my day ones, where are they now Everybody hates me for good reason Now I'm alone, watching the sunset Waiting for someone to understand But there's something inside me that wants me to do this So I keep on going off into the unknown Spending new years, by myself I'm a loser, I'm in hell Can you hear me, I need help How could you be with someone else Pour me a drink, lets get drunk I need to think, my feelings are numb I'm full of regrets, I want to go back I wish you never stabbed my back