Why do I hate myself

Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me I wish somebody would love and see The broken lost boy inside me That makes mistakes and starts to panic When you're not right next to me And when I close my eyes I can see you in a white dress Standing right in front of me And when I close my eyes I see four beautiful children My future family Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me This is for my future wife I'll always make sure you're alright And that you feel the warmth of my heart In the coldest of your nights Can't wait for the day to come I sing from the top of my lungs I love you forever Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me Why do I hate myself When people hurt me Oh they are not worthy Yeah they don't deserve me