Conversations (feat. Shad)

Man it's gone hurt me just to say this shit Man it's gone kill me just to say this shit Yea I'm talking to you So Ima keep it real Really lost for words on how I act And how I really feel Like I can't trust nobody Even tho you had my back Looking at the situation Damn man that shit was wack Ever since I was a yougin Avoided tryna get attached Met a lot of good girls Prolly woulda been a match Seen it break too many men I was like I'm straight on that I don't know what happen to me Heart cold and that's a fact Every time they got close I'd push away Emotions get involved I freaked out And would never stay Apologize for any lies Or pain I might've put you through If you lost confused on who you think I'm talking to Just know I made this song for you I always tried to tell the truth Don't feel like I mis-used you Too much pride Rather see you happy than to sit and cry It's sad to say It's crazy cause you left Gone Then moved away Why would a man force a girl to leave When she wanna stay Yea I'm talking to you So let me keep it real Let you know what I'm thinking and How I really feel Yea I'm talking you So let me keep it real Let you know what I'm thinking and How I really feel Yea I den made mistakes No I'm not afraid to say Wanted to let you know while you here And it's all too late Yea I den made mistakes No I'm not afraid to say Gotta lot up on my plate I'll save it for another day Emotions get you hurt That's the worse That's what I was taught Stack yo money Get yo bread first You won't take a loss Crazy Both my parents happy from what I can see Strange I never seen me having kids or a family Nah dawg that wasn't for me Honestly didn't wanna sacrifice my dream I never faked it Always told the truth Never lead em on Sex was like my medication For me always being alone I might've went about it wrong No I don't have regrets I think about my future life Like I maybe I should settle down Look for my potential wife But the timing not right And I still chase hoes Steady tryna fill a void Same bitch Different clothes Searching for the right one Who could understand my flaws on why I do the things I do Help me figure out the cause Hope that you understand I'm tryna be a better man Looking in the mirror Unveiling all my hidden thoughts So you can see me clearer Yea I'm talking to you So let me keep it real Let you know what I'm thinking and How I really feel Yea I'm talking you So let me keep it real Let you know what I'm thinking and How I really feel Yea I den made mistakes No I'm not afraid to say Wanted to let you know while you here And it's all too late Yea I den made mistakes No I'm not afraid to say Gotta lot up on my plate I'll save it for another day See I been through a lot I've got scars I didn't think that we would make it this far See you den cut me off Put us in the dark See we don't even talk Girl look where we are Sick of my games Ya say I won't change Over and Over I'm doing the same thangs I been drinking and drinking Now having problems See I been praying and hoping that You can solve em Yea so I'm talking to you So let me keep it real Let you know how I'm thinking and How I really feel Yea so I'm talking you So let me keep it real Let you know how I'm thinking and How I really feel