Lani's Interlude / Angel

No tats on her body Throw cash at her body Yea shorty a thotty She f*ck everybody Lil mama just looking for love No protection He's using no glove F*ck her head F*ck her heart Leave her falling apart You niggas aint shit Turning sweets to a bitch Now she calling me crying Bout you cheating and lying Push her straight to the edge Till you find out she's dead Then you hear that your seed was inside You look at the casket and cry Got the nerve to look up and ask why Like you didn't make her wanna die Your face in her head when she pulled on the trigger You think there just words Unto women its bigger You hit but don't hear her The mind off the meter You fucked but don't feel her So blind you don't see When she's hurting in darkness and pain Man I swear all of you niggas the same Keep thinking that love is game But when she's calling you cant say her name So let this be a lesson No I don't want your confession You feel the hurt and the stressing Baby girl crying I'm guessing Just tell yo girl that she has her mom smile And that she cant see her mom for a while Because while daddy was out being foul Ya mom was alone and ya dad let her down Know your a queen and that you wear a crown Yea ya mommy's gone but Ill always be round To lift your head up if you ever feel down Damn Shit ain't been the same since you left To be honest my mind messed up I cant sleep and I really need help I feel like I failed you I'm putting all this pain on myself I mean this ain't my first time But it still hurt anytime you gotta deal with a death Sitting here drinking overthinking Lord knows that I got some issues I'll do anything for another chance to hug you and tell you That I really miss you I asked why you leave me Tell me that I'm dreaming Life ain't fair this a nightmare Hard to go to sleep cause I'm mourning and grieving I don't wanna cry no more No I don't cry no more (ohhhhhh) I don't wanna cry no more No I don't wanna cry no more (Ohhhhhhh) Nigga cant feel no more Is this life even real anymore I really need to heal some more But I'm numb can't feel no more Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel I know you in a better place And no you cant be replaced My heart still ache Anytime I hear a song that you liked Or a picture of your face I know it sound selfish But I cant help how I feel I drink and I smoke And I smoke and I drink Just looking for ways I can deal With all of this pain It drive me insane Your gone I wont be the same Miss you calling my name Us playing games Memories they still remain Nigga cant feel no more Is this life even real anymore I really need to heal some more But I'm numb cant feel no more I don't wanna cry no more No I don't cry no more (ohhhhhh) I don't wanna cry no more No I don't wanna cry no more (Ohhhhhhh) Nigga cant feel no more Is this life even real anymore I really need to heal some more But I'm numb can't feel no more Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel I hope that your doing good I know that your free Aint gotta deal with pain no more And no more dis ease I ask while you up there Just look after me Send me a sign ok Shelter me with your wings I know Ima make it Ill be ok I know that your with me Each and everyday I see you in my dreams I wish you could stay But I'll be ok We'll meet up one day Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel