All Alone in My Bed

I'll never feel the same again So let's be real these walls are caving in I'll never feel the same again So let's be real these walls are caving in It's been countless times that I've told myself I didn't feel a thing for you When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you And how you make me feel, in a way I've never felt before When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you Sitting all alone in my bed This time it's over my head Get drunk in hopes to forget you I want to forget you Pacing around in my room Overthink and drown in my blues Come take a walk in my shoes I'm sorry, I hope you forgive me I'll never feel the same again So let's be real these walls are caving in I've tried and tried to escape my mind Inside I die slow I'ma take my time It's been countless times that I've told myself I didn't feel a thing for you When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you And how you make me feel, in a way I've never felt before When I was sitting all alone in my bed thinking about you Swim in an ocean of liquor F*ck dreams, now, whiskey's all I chase So go ahead and open the blister I'm a f*ck up, rub it in my face I'm desolate, abandoned, vacated Starving for some love and I can't ever satiate it Darkness seeping through my pores, I radiate it Drink and smoke until I'm numb inside, I'm straight faded I wasn't taught, I did that wrong, can I justify it? Being a loner you get comfortable adjust to silence I drive a wedge push you away that's what leaves us divided I don't know who the f*ck I am I'll leave that undecided But, I persist, I'm comfortable, I'm really fine here A thousand songs, still unknown, wasted ideas This dream I'm chasing is transforming to a nightmare I'll shrug it off swallow my pride down with some light beer