Bury the Pain

It's time to believe in myself Bury the pain Think I'm in need of some help Cause I'm very afraid Yeah, my anxiety Eats me up inside of me I'm not okay, I try to be Think it's time that I believe in me Sick of waking up hungover Every night I swear I'm gonna get sober But this pressure's weighing down my shoulders And be happy for me is a misnomer Cause I put on a fake smile and ache while I pretend I'm okay, all these problems they pile up Tell depression take it's coat off, stay awhile Pretend I have my shit together but I'm fragile Delicate, I've been walking through this hell again I just wanna break down, I just wanna tell a friend I'm hurting, but I don't have none, so I fell and hit Rock bottom, I don't see anxiety mellowing It's time to believe in myself Bury the pain Lately ain't even my self And I'm over my ways Yeah, my anxiety Eats me up, I'm dying, please Someone save me, irony's I'm the only one that can find relief for me But it's time to believe in myself Sick of this liquor that's been eating at my cells Killing me, not long till my liver shuts down But myself, I don't give a f*ck about What's the source, where'd it come from's the question Maybe not having parents caused this depression Growing cold now, my heart's been infected And if I hurt you that's not my intention It goes back to my dad popping downers Snorting lines of coke off CD's on the counter These voices scream at me they're only getting louder Telling me everything that I'll never amount to (f*ck!) It's time to believe in myself Bury the pain Think I'm in need of some help Cause I'm very afraid Yeah, my anxiety Eats me up inside of me I'm not okay, I try to be Think it's time that I believe in me It's time to believe in myself Bury the pain