Falling Down

I been feeling down, swig a bottle till I crash and fall Chug another round, guess I'm not that strong after all I don't wanna think, I might mix it with some Adderall Burning to the ground, I'm knee deep in all my ashes, y'all Said I don't wanna think so I drink another When I speak you can't understand me, I stutter Always falling victim to the beast, a sucker I'm compelled by the bottle that I keep in the cupboard Damn it, I've been tryna put the bottle down Alcohol embodied demon, I get followed round But it's hard when my body's been hollowed out No soul to be saved so I swallow rounds Falling down, got me crawling now Falling down, swallowing doubt Wake up on the floor, must've had a couple drinks too many F*ck it though, I'm sore, second I get up I'm swigging Henny Numb down to the core, I feel good cause I'm not thinking any Miss who I was before, drown in agony and sink in envy Fall down and I crash, pass out on the carpet F*ck it, I'm attached, relapse in the darkness Bottle staring at me with the tongue of a serpent Telling me to drink it, come on, you deserve it Damn it, no, I'm tryna live a sober life But it's so hard when I'm feeling lonely at night Putting up these walls around me, feeling closed in tight So I swig a couple down, there's no hope in sight Falling down, always drown Falling down, bottle's calling out Falling down, I drank too many to count Swigging down liquor in unhealthy amounts I'm feeling kinda weak, would you mind helping me out? Cause I'm beyond lost, I find myself in a drought Hit the floor, decided to chug some more Hit the store, get more liquor to pour I'm drinking because I'm sad, I'm drinking because I'm bored I'm drinking because I want to, f*ck it, I'm drinking four Any excuse that I can make to drink Drinking to get me numb, cause I hate to think My heart's in a fucking brace, it aches and stings Married to the bottle, I'ma place the ring Right on the cap, in sickness and health I'ma always drink cause that's how I live with myself F*ck a bartender, bitch I'ma mix it myself Isolated and I won't ever split from my shell Falling down, got me crawling now Falling down, swallowing doubt Falling down, always drown Falling down, bottle's calling out