Fight with My Emotions

Hurting deep down and I won't show it Slam these drinks down, it fucks with my focus I've done lost all my pride, this is hopeless Brain is hell always fight with my emotions Really, I just wanna feel okay inside I've been working on it, damn has it been taking time I've been climbing up this mountain, all these aimless hikes Just to jump back in my sorrow, I'ma take a dive Damn, I can't believe I made it out alive As I'm writing this, I swear to god I'm bout to cry You couldn't comprehend the blood and tears, amount of time That I have poured in this and I am proud of every rhyme But let me take a step back and appreciate Every piece that I've created, took a leap of faith I know that making it takes patience and I need to wait I need to stand up and smile, put my feet in place What the f*ck you doing Kurt? Get your life back Let's take it back to the reason why you write raps You were the lonely kid, no parents to teach you to live And you done broke a lot within you I need you to fix Fix it, get your shit together for real If you don't, I promise you never will heal You're probably gonna die alone Unless you take the time to deep dive and find your soul Hurting deep down and I won't show it Slam these drinks down, it fucks with my focus I've done lost all my pride, this is hopeless Brain is hell always fight with my emotions