Fix Me

I slam another shot cause I can't cope without being drunk Fill a cup up to the top then I slam that shit down, feeling numb I drink another Steel Reserve just to calm nerves, cause I'm on the verge Of a mental breakdown, I'm lost, shit's a blur, take another shot and give in to the urge Slur my words, crash in the hallway - ain't nothing new, shit I'm fucked up always I get drunk till it's all grey, pass out on the floor of my room cause I fall straight On my face, gotta face it I'm an alcoholic and I love it, shit I ain't bout to stop it Eight shots down and I'm bout to vomit, three more shots - I down them all quick I am spinning, alcohol is in me Mind is missing, drinking till I'm tipsy I am spinning, sipping on some whiskey Cause life is shit but the alcohol can fix me I slam another shot cause I can't sleep without being drunk Fill a cup up feeling lost then I chug that shit down feeling dumb I drink another Bud Light, got me feeling alright, sleep through the sunlight I don't really give a flying f*ck right now, slurring words bad got me feeling tongue-tied Pass out drunk in my desk chair, drowning in my despair, I could really less care Wake up feeling like a mess yeah, open up a brew and it's like a breath of fresh air Pour another shot of the Vodka, burn in the throat like drinking hot lava Spinning so fast now, here comes the nausea, what was that? I think I might've lost ya I am spinning, alcohol is in me Mind is missing, drinking till I'm tipsy I am spinning, sipping on some whiskey Cause life is shit but the alcohol can fix me I chug a half a bottle, gotta me feeling awesome, vision starts to wobble Depression kicks in I'm a lost soul, feeling so awful, sleep through tomorrow I'm feeling so sad right now, might as well put me in the body bag right now Put me in the fucking toe tag right now, yeah that's right, pal, let my ass lie down Bittersweet, I wake up and drink more, three ain't doing it I guess I gotta drink four Drown sorrows, that's what the drink's for, I don't wanna think for a second, everything's sore So I slam another shot cause I can't live without getting wasted And I don't really wanna stop I guess I'm an alcohol in the makin' I am spinning, alcohol is in me Mind is missing, drinking till I'm tipsy I am spinning, sipping on some whiskey Cause life is shit but the alcohol can fix me