I Want My Smile Back

I just wanna smile, without having to fake it It's been a long while since I haven't felt vacant I just wanna smile, but I don't wanna fake it Might wanna keep your distance cause depression is contagious I'm tryna glue my heart back together, won't stay It always falls apart, just an empty space Don't remember what it feels like to be okay I just want my smile back, my smile back I just want my smile back, my smile back I just want my smile back, my smile back My smile back, my smile back My smile back, my smile back I just wanna laugh, without having to force it Laughter is a medication and I can't afford it I just wanna smile, I wanna feel happy Cause I'm always suicidal, let my own thoughts attack me I cannot fix my heart, there is just no way It's cracking into shards, only more it breaks Don't remember what it feels like to cease the day I just want my smile back, my smile back I just want my smile back, my smile back I just want my smile back, my smile back My smile back, my smile back My smile back, my smile back