I've Walked Alone

I won't ever change Stuck in my stubborn ways This pain will never fade F*ck it down a couple drinks I won't ever smile Keep myself on trial Several and several miles I've walked alone I'm fine It's getting cold here, there's a lack of hope here But it's cool I'll get through it with some cold beer Smoking heavy on this flower till the smoke clears My reflection ain't impressive so I loathe the mirror Staring deep into my eyes I don't recognize The man staring back his aura's cold, I'm petrified Hellfire in the wind, let the embers fly I've been searching deep inside to find a better life At this point I'm scared that I'll remain a shell These words are worth a thousand pictures, I'ma paint this hell I've always needed that support just in case I fail But all I had was just myself, there's no a place I've felt Comfortable, I'm hiding in discomfort Shedding my own skin, brain having a misfunction Too many burned bridges so many ships sunken Visions in my mind of slitting my wrists upward Bleeding out I'm losing blood spills on the concrete I'm such a failure take my soul and kill me softly Why I hold on to all these feelings is beyond me Too much failure here to face this path is daunting I won't ever change Stuck in my stubborn ways This pain will never fade F*ck it down a couple drinks I won't ever smile Keep myself on trial Several and several miles I've walked alone I'm fine