Low Appetite

Low appetite, I'm exhausted You don't have the right to make me feel unwanted I've been frying in my mind, I've been biding all my time Demons growling deep inside of my conscience Nothing makes me feel alive anymore I don't have no guidance been deprived of every source Put my heart in this I really try to get support I love hip hop but think it's time to get divorced Put my all into this, what'd I get back? Torn apart, crash and burn, feel the whiplash F*ck the money, I'm just trying to make an impact My heart is withered and been scathed but it's intact Keep my head up through the ridicule and agony Life's been rough, I guess I'm getting through it naturally I'm rotting, withering, decaying like a cavity I can't believe they have the bitter audacity To doubt me, I put my all my heart in every single piece Self doubt of my own character I think the least Look at captain obvious I have to drink to sleep It'd be a lie to say I don't care what you think of me Low appetite, I'm exhausted You don't have the right to make me feel unwanted I've been frying in my mind, I've been biding all my time Demons growling deep inside of my conscience Nothing helps me feel okay anymore They'll never see my worth until I'm laying in the morgue My brains are blown, my corpse has been decaying in the floor This music's all I have, I'm really praying it's the cure Cause if it's not then what the f*ck is gonna compensate? I had no fucking chance, this is how I operate I don't think they'd understand the shit I contemplate Do I deserve to die? I'm lost and drifting off in space I been pushing you away, I been absent I'm toxic and that's the reason I don't have friends It's scarred and worn, my heart's been shredded into fragments It's freezing and yet the wind is blowing ashes Don't get used to my presence cause it's temporary I'm sorry for all this depression it's hereditary Where the f*ck have I been? I'll never get the bearings Finally taking off this mask that I'm regretting wearing