Misery Loves Company

When I bleed you'll steal all my blood from me I can't breathe, yeah, my lungs aren't functioning Everybody close packs and runs from me Please just stay because misery loves company Whatever you do... please don't get close Cause when you do I will act on impulse Push you away as far as possible This depression drowns me, it's powerful Same cycle, living my life on repeat Drink to escape but I still can't be free Kneeling in a puddle of tears built up knee deep I been taking shots non-stop for three weeks It doesn't help though, I've let myself go As far back as I can recall, I've always felt woe This pain sticks to my surface like Velcro And I absorb it by myself let no one else know When I bleed you'll steal all my blood from me I can't breathe, yeah, my lungs aren't functioning Everybody close packs and runs from me Please just stay because misery loves company Keep your distance, don't get close I've been backstabbed by my own kinfolk The assumption that I'm paranoid is plausible And breaking free, escaping seems impossible Just lay and think, tip toe around sleep I'm submerged, in this agony I'm drowning My outlook on life is down beat Maybe I'll feel better when I'm buried in the ground deep I need some light, warm enough to melt snow I walk through hell's coals, yet my heart is hella cold Layer of ice over it, it's frostbit All these memories are weighing on my conscience When I cry, who'll be there to comfort me? Please, God, help me, I'm down begging on my knees