Nothingness (Freestyle)

Nothingness in my chest I don't know what's coming next Nothingness, empty breath I'm just hoping for my death God can you please take me? This world's driving me crazy I don't know how to be Okay and I want to be set free I can't smile, I can't breathe Maybe I will if I'm six feet underneath Let my happiness just release This world's getting so cold and bleak Self-composed, shy and meek What has happened to my self belief? Nothingness, empty breath I'm just hoping for my death Keep to myself, still reserved As I slam down another Steele Reserve Oh, this world has such nerve Trying to tell me what is my worth Where am I? Where is Kurt? I'm so lost and it's only getting worse Living my life in reverse When can I finally be in the dirt? Nothingness in my chest I don't know what's coming next Nothingness, empty breath I'm just hoping for my death