Smoke & Mirrors

How did I end up here? Drown deep inside my tears I just wanna disappear My soul is just smoke and mirrors How did I end up numb What am I running from? The monster I will become My soul it needs bandaged up I clutch a bottle in my hands with a tight grip Cause that's the only way I'm getting through this night, it's My best friend, this bottle is my fucking bestie Cause it was here when everybody else left me I feel alone and cold, nobody knows I'm broken Choking slow, my heart's been ripped open I talk to God at night, he don't listen Hoping that this bottle's enough to cope with shit How did I end up here? Drown deep inside my tears I just wanna disappear My soul is just smoke and mirrors How did I end up here? Drown deep inside my tears I just wanna disappear My soul is just smoke and mirrors How did I end up numb What am I running from? The monster I will become My soul it needs bandaged up