Won't Ever Heal

See I've been through shit that I won't ever heal from, heal from My thoughts intrusive they got me feeling real numb, real numb Alcohol abusing so I don't have to feel none, feel none And now I'm puking so I guess that I'm real drunk, real drunk Sipping on this bottle, got me feeling numb and hollow I might pass out feeling feeling awful, you can wake me up tomorrow Drowning in my sorrow, tryin to swim but I'm exhausted F*ck it, I'ma take shots until I'm feeling nauseous I'm passed out on the floor I cannot walk no more I'm dead down to my core Breathing's such a chore See I've been through shit that I won't ever heal from, heal from My thoughts intrusive they got me feeling real numb, real numb Alcohol abusing so I don't have to feel none, feel none And now I'm puking so I guess that I'm real drunk, real drunk I've got so many scars from this battlefield called life But it's getting hard to fight because I've lost sight Of myself, obvious that I don't Love myself, I cut myself I'm bleeding on the floor I don't wanna talk no more Cause you can't help me My soul is melting