Ain't Coming Down

We gonna cruise the clouds and we ain't coming down The green is lit and music is loud Lips on a bottle, foot light on the throttle We gonna cruise the clouds and we I woke up from the deepest sleep Hearing muffled voices and the sounds of machines that beep Eyes sewn shut inside this prison I can't even see Alive in a dead body, soul rotting, I can't even scream Wish I was woke from this hellish dream Vocal cords choked, I can't even speak Can't tell my own story, can't even weep Wish I died in the smoke with the other three That's the story I hear them tell Can't tell my story but I listen well Wish internal tears could make a wishing well To wish me well out of this living Hell The lights ain't on but there's somebody home In this darkened dungeon I'm all alone In a bed but it's not my own A corpseless head, progressed like a stone My battle cry shouting I have to die I'm trapped inside this afterlife This purgatory is working on me I'm hurt and worried and sad at life Dark demons haunt me and they taunt me Their quiet screams are so ungodly I lost my halo to fallen angels Try to call out to God like I'm calling payphones Don't exist anymore Just like my life It's chipping away the wood of my core While trapped in this vice These talking voices are often noises Mama talks but I'm locked in a void and I can't respond, can't carry on I wish that all my air was gone I know my mom is full of love But someone convince her to pull the plug Or come over here with a loaded gun My head is ready to give a bullet a hug Is it night, is it day, as fight for the grave No sight of a flame, but I burn like a blaze Put a knife thru my brain, don't like what they say They're trying to keep me alive, but I'm binded in chains I don't know if Hell's hot, but I know it's dark If there is fire then show me a spark I'm cold shaking and shivering, praying for deliverance Cut my life from this abode that I'm living in They're saddened hearts wanna keep me But I'm in more pain than they see me I'm gnashing teeth n I am weeping My end of days I am seeking Let me cruise the clouds, I ain't coming down Let me cruise the clouds, I ain't coming down Let me die, so I can fly I ain't coming down, let me cruise the sky Let me cruise the clouds, I ain't coming down Let me cruise the clouds, I ain't coming down Let me die, so I can fly I ain't coming down, let me cruise the sky