Lifeline

Every day I've been thinking about life, wishing I wasn't alive think I need a lifeline Every day I've been thinking about life, wishing I wasn't alive think I might need a lifeline Every day I've been thinking about life, wishing I wasn't alive think I might need a lifeline I don't want to be alive, I just want to die Gonna drown the past away, drown it away I don't want to be alive, I just want to die Gonna drown the past away, drown it away The toxicity drops deep, as does my death I never sleep, cause to sleep is a friend of shibboleth Beyond the walls of my sorrows, life is defined I think of dying when I'm in an Austro state of mind She wanna pick me up and stab me in the heart, I won't let it happen, that bitch so dumb and I'm too smart She's the only one that calls my phone, she makes me feel at home The only girl that I call my own, we're way more better than friends Girl I think we're better off more than friends Where you been now girl, Oh how's your life, I know I care about yours but nobody care about mine I've been on the low I've been thinking about life huh, wishing I wasn't alive, think I might need a lifeline Everyday I've been thinking about life, wishing I wasn't alive, think I might need a lifeline Everyday I've been thinking about life, wishing I wasn't alive, think I might need a lifeline I don't want to be alive, I don't want to be alive, I just wanna die today, I just wanna die