Pick and Choose

Constraining my thoughts cause I don't know what to do So I cover myself up by indulging in taboo Needa express my feelings but I cannot pick and choose Can't think for myself grab my bong and punch a few Night at the opera sniffing white like mercury Popping Valium but I would never fucking pop a perky Fill my cup up sip it up like I'm thirsty Saunders pour me a 4 I don't care if its clear or murky Ok I'm filled with drugs in my system I'm fingering your bitch in my kitchen Psychosis this song is my rendition I'm having bad trips that you cannot condition Needa sober up but I love my prescriptions Constraining my thoughts cause I don't know what to do So I cover myself up by indulging in taboo Needa express my feelings but I cannot pick and choose Can't think for myself grab my bong and punch a few Yeah I cannot pick and choose grab the dexies pop a few Feeling good till my anxiety comes in right on queue All the blurry faces don't even know what to do They just sit and watch as I smoke till I shit and spew Feeling rocky I just smoked my fucking brain away Cigarette butts filling up the fucking ashtray So much Sprite I'm suffering from major tooth decay Hopefully ill be sober by next fucking Monday Yeah late night shed seshing really gets the best of me Sometimes I feel like its the best kind of therapy But you don't even know what this is doing to me mentally When you play these games just so fucking recklessly Human to human interaction drugs are my biggest distraction Recluse in my room all day my smile is a fake reaction But you cannot take action For my kidneys another transaction Personality you cannot caption Bad decisions I attract 'em Constraining my thoughts cause I don't know what to do So I cover myself up by indulging in taboo Needa express my feelings but I cannot pick and choose Can't think for myself grab my bong and punch a few Constraining my thoughts cause I don't know what to do So I cover myself up by indulging in taboo Needa express my feelings but I cannot pick and choose Can't think for myself grab my bong and punch a few