Meagan's Story (feat. Ju')

Sometimes I wish that I could go To a place that's far from here and no one I will know I hope that one day I can float out at sea So I can be free. And if you ignore me, this is my story I tried to talk the night I met her. People got in the way She acrobatic on the pole and niggas watching today Unlock my wallet. Bill money. I was plotting to play But paper falling from the ceiling, she ain’t stopping. Bands popping all around My surroundings I’m oblivious to Curiosity with this cat as she continues to move Shorty she good at what she do, she ain’t enjoying the shit She see me looking. Yo, I think she know I’m knowing this shit The mood has changed within the party. She ain’t working I ask her if she familiar with this book. It’s by Napoleon Hill She said the devil is a lie and she outwitting his ass While she was counting what she got from niggas throwing them bills My name is Meagan. You don’t know me, but this night is a blessing It’s nice to meet you. Why it seem like you stressing? Yo, what you healing from? Life’s a trip, but can you field a confession? At this point, I don’t wanna feel and I can’t deal with depression. I’m feeling numb Sometimes I wish that I could go To a place that's far from here and no one I will know I hope that one day I can float out at sea So I can be free. And if you ignore me, this is my story The night has passed and we having a conversation On how different her life would be if her granny stayed on her Her granny had passed away, Megan was looking for Jehovah Found Satan in a robe, the pastor had preyed on her Like master how he returned so Asked a question bout her mom. The look she gave me with her eyes. It could burn She hit the blunt and took a real long drag... I’m trying to heal on that, but I can tell you what’s up I ain’t tricking, I’m stripping to pay tuition I’m wishing my mama knew it, but she strung out on fluid The type that cigarettes are dipped in by the dealer, they embalming her with it And f*ck my uncle. He the nigga that was arming her with it For a minute...thought I found love But it’s a thin line between hate and what I thought I found This nigga crossed it repeatedly. One night he put a knife to my neck I took that knife and shoved that knife through his chest AYE YOU WITH GOD NOW NIGGA Yeah, I just met you. You ain't know this, but it’s shit you gotta notice with me I gotta tattoo of a lotus and I carry all my burdens with me Trying to be a better version of me...damn. Sometimes I wish that I could go To a place that's far from here and no one I will know I hope that one day I can float out at sea So I can be free. And if you ignore me, this is my story Sometimes I wish that I could go To a place that's far from here and no one I will know I hope that one day I can float out at sea So I can be free. And if you ignore me, this is my story