Chardonnay Freestyle

Unbothered with the comments, they don't know my life As far as I'm concerned, I'm doing quite alright I'll die a happy man in case I die tonight My mindstate was rock solid if it stops tonight Done livin the can't wait for the weekend life Will earn it all thru hard work and sacrifice A lot of wasted times and I cannot go back in time And I could pray but it feels like I gotta stand in line Yea, I'm used to livin far as eyes can see They try to sneak a peak, I'm out here playing hide and seek They try to sneak a diss, and later on it wasnt me Its cool with me, boys'll never get near as far as me Yea, watching my back like I'm two faced If I were you I'd focus more on myself instead of focusing on Rose I'd focus on making it out of the rat race Years will go by and then it's too late Damn, end of the day my family proud of me Yea, end of the day they looking out for me I trust in something while the opps out on the hunt for me It's gonna take them a lot more to get in front of me Fascinated at the sunset while I'm on the boat Fascinated at the stars as I'm sittin by the pool Sippin white wine, and writing shit in album mode And get so faded, I can't walk straight when its time to go Yea, never too late to face your fears now I been confused at time but everything is clear now My boy hit me up like lets go get a beer now Said I'm too busy and its almost been a year now Yea, time flies when you're on the grind Take the present for granted and daydream bout future times Dreams now a days feel like a plan in mind I feel like days don't have enough time Yea I don't have to lie and I don't hide my face If I said it then i meant it, that's all I can say Explain myself to nobody if they aint family rate And I don't owe nobody shit and yet they in my way I don't make decisions if I'm not sure its the right decision Nor do shit that goes against my vision Confident as a bitch, I'm certain I'll complete the mission And surpass the final line, by far in first position I often give out advice that I can't apply for myself Somehow it's always different when it comes to myself And I got people who love me and get concerned for my health I should spent more time at home before somebody's not well I believe I can do anything I put my mind to I'm nothing like what they say I am and thats fine too Turn life struggles into good and make it rhyme too Time to show them what I can do, I think its time to Lay down in miami while my aunt in naples I got a goal in life and thats make sure my family stable Put salmon with shrimp sauce on the dinner table And later on watch family shows with tv cable Flat screens and a pool in the back of the house Kids asleep and have a drink in the pool with my spouse Conversations that will help me get thru all the doubt I know the day will come, and when my time is up, I'm out Yea, and I'm good with myself In adversity I take walks, and talk to myself Get a tan by the pool and just have a drink by myself I got a clear conscience, know I keep it real with myself And I can notice when they lie, I just act like I buy it I can notice the fake compliments, I just stay quiet You'd like a taste of my personal life, I'm keeping it private Leavin my phone on silent, while I stay relaxed at the Hyatt Yea