Queen (EP Version)

Just when I Thought I found myself a Queen I really thought I found the one when I was just nineteen Was surprised when I was being left on "seen" Now I'm sitting here with a pain inside my spleen I'm changing my relationship status Tell'em that I'm taken... for granted Left off empty-handed and frantic Such a panic for a hopeless romantic Attracted, then taken advantage Feelings for you expanded, but now I'm left stranded Broken heart with no bandage, gave too many chances Now I'm just ghosted and abandoned While your friends complimented and glorified me I was all about you and nobody else Out of the blue, I see you're happy with somebody else Heart in a million pieces, that just mortified me How stupid was I to think We were gonna have that happy ending that was meant to be How dumb was I to tell you I really liked the person you pretended to be How idiotic did I look when I tried to be by your side When you were going through things When you needed space, needed a shoulder to cry on When you felt down and wasn't feeling well mentally My intentions were so pure Made it clear that one day, I was gonna be yours Getting ghosted three times wasn't fun Thought about you all the time But you were so obscure Took a health scare, thought that I was gonna die to realize You didn't give a damn about me or my feelings Opened up to you about my last heartbreak and depression Thinking you were gonna be part of my healing I should've known better than that We had our separate challenges, I understand that But did you really have to lead me on Did you plan that You couldn't just tell me you weren't interested and leave it at that Nah, I had to stop chasing after you If I didn't send you a text, you'd forget I exist When I said I was there for you, I didn't just flatter you But apparently, all my words were dismissed Had a suspicion there was someone new Thought I was crazy, but social media confirmed it Made me wonder what the hell I've ever done to you Did I do something wrong to deserve this If I did, I never had the chance to fix it Had you opened your mouth, we could've talked about it I'm not perfect, but you knew I was willing to change But you dropped me in silence now what the hell is That Well I hope you're happy now Hope you found someone you'll bring to your family now But the day you start having second thoughts Just remember the hopeless guy who loved you a lot I accepted my fate, though But my heart is too big to send you any hate It was fun while it lasted, though Was feeling so alive when we together going out on dates I'm so sick and tired of trying out this "love" thing It ain't worth it, ain't nobody loyal on this Earth Explain your pain to somebody you trust They turn around and back stab you, man How much more can it hurt Beautiful women all around you But who will be by your side and hold it down with you In my case, I don't wanna sound mean I've been played again just when I thought I found myself a Queen Maybe it's just me Maybe I'm just not good for anybody It's okay, though Just love yourself