The Girl (feat. Adjoa)

I lived through a lot of experiences, I'm feeling furious I searched so much but it's so hideous it's so insidious So many faces I see girl but you're the prettiest You're mysterious, I'm curious, I'm talking serious (GO) Feelin' it, it's killing me on the inside, telling you my feelings you don't reply At first I thought you were just shy, heartbroken I'm about to cry With your guy you lie but why? You looking at me eye to eye Blue sky brown eye is it goodbye? Oh yeah right now I'm the bad guy? Going out with your friends you don't answer (No) I know you gonna go to his home after (I know) Your smile with him is a laughter (Sheesh) I see you're happy, I'm happy, I'm in anger (F*ck) When we talked you were such a great actor (Yeah) One night you were done turned the chapter (Turned) Plus your boy, he's acting like a gangster (Bitch) One fist he'll know who's the master (Woof) Your smile's in my mind I missed it (Yes) When he came, you dropped it I picked it (Yes) I told you my feelings and I risked it (Yes) But again another time I fucked it (F*ck) Tried to talk to you tried to fix it (I did) Cause you're beautiful I can't resist it (Nope) Oh girl oh girl, you're so twisted (Yes) Should I close my mouth, should I zip it? Feelings come and go, people follow the show Boy lets take it slow, lay low, 'till our paths glow Now you're talking to another boy Thinking about another boy Playing with the lover boy Using him as a toy As toy you did left him in the void In the void it's so hard to be restored His dead heart shall now be reborn As toy you did left him in the void In the void it's so hard to be restored His dead heart shall now be reborn So many laughs so many glimpses I've seen I'm living my hard life while you're living your dream I got no one by my side but you got all of your team Waiting for the sun to shine, still seeing no beam I think of this back, I'm back to wack decisions Lack of confidence, attack this love again My life on track again, comes back to depression Playback my songs and listen to everything again man I don't understand girl you change so fast (Yeah) I said one sentence and i felt like it was the last (Last one) Tryna be so cold (Cold) but I know you're still the same (Never change) So stop with all this games, man she drives me insane (Stop) All I was tryna do was to give you some love But you're living above all these feelings I'm talking of I'm writing all of this for you but you still don't give a f*ck Damn, what the hell should I do? (What?) What the hell should I do? I tried to forget but I always come back to you You're like the drug The Boy, start to use but want to cut loose. Feelings come and go, people follow the show Boy lets take it slow, lay low, 'till our paths glow