Thank You Christ

I had to change my perspective while I waited for this blessing Persecuted soul on a road to perfection I put all my hope in God's Christ once I heard the message I heard he sacrificed his life with a sole objective To give me life and forgive my sins Couldn't believe He would reach down into this pit I'm in They made a bunch of thorns into a crown And stuck it in his head and yes He bled til He was dead for all the shit I did I'm sorry for the terminology But you Christians always missing the point and it bothers me How you so focused on a word that I use To describe my experience of salvation Forget that apology I ain't sorry Christ only deserves my repentance Lord forgive me for my sins I got saved with a single sentence Then persecution came ahh I almost forgot to mention I was thrown into a war on a battlefield full of tension With no preparation Didn't expect all this devastation So even as a Christian I was hooked on some medication They say meditation and prayer is good for the spirit But I was paralyzed by fear so I didn't wanna hear it Now I'm all alone God sitting watching me from His throne Waiting for the moment I realize I can't do this on my own I lost my sense of self and my identity Ran away from God and started running with my enemy How that work He used to smirk while he was telling me to pop that perk And he made sure I never looked back to no got damn church I was filled with hate for Christianity And I lost my sanity while screaming bleep humanity Oops I did it again, excuse the profanity This time I won't apologize I'm speaking candidly This is coming from my heart gotta share my calamity And I can't beat around no bush so I do this organically That's real Sometimes I wish the devil ran from me But he was playing quite a game that was just too advanced for me He offered me the world you know all of that vanity And I was hoping I would find me some freedom financially But without God Cause of impatience I switched sides And I was racing to get Canaan I was hating to sit by And watch all of my years slip by And feel all of these tears drip down my face damn it's hot Up in this oven got a dozen demons in here with me Ain't up for discussion gotta cousin we ain't really friendly The repercussions got the reaper running down to get me I see death around the corner I need Jesus to forgive me Now I'm on my knees Thinking back to my mistakes replaying to my deeds Remembering only my savior can meet all my needs I had to run back to his presence Now I'm living in the present and it's pleasant Got the leverage on my enemies Yeah Keep it a hunnit like a centipede I'm from a different type of pedigree I'm never stopping never settling I got no other option I'm a boss so ima cross into my promises I took too many loses but the cross is sufficient To convert them all in to sources of hope I got washed by the soap That's the blood of Jesus Christ that He shed So I could have eternal life Thank you Christ For if anyone is in Christ Jesus he is a new creation The old has gone the new has come New creatures New beginnings Thank you Christ Thank you Christ Thank you Christ