undead (interlude)

Thoughts come back in my head A spirit refill my glass Un-wishin that I was dead Closed my cabinets Bottle back next to the bread Where's my jacket On my back from off the bed Piece of plastic Re-wraps these little meds Put em back inside my pocket Keys come back in my hand Death pop back in my mind The one time Rewind I could do it but I know that my whole family would cry Cry, cry Leave my building sun come up Moon leavin the sky Back inside my car In reverse while I drive Back to buddies house I arrive get un-high Started rollin up that blunt That's gon put me out of my mind These hard times Recheckin my bank account Was confused I saw the number been still at the amount Turn my phone off Left from my buddies When I got home Heard the microwave Food sittin inside warm Walkin down the stairs backwards Hung up the phone Smoke come outta my lungs Im thinkin bout gettin dumb Rethinking thoughts of my life If I wasn't the one Closed my eyes and un-dream Everything that was done When I woke up I was back in my bed That same spot Repeat the cycle These notes I started to jot So when tonight comes they already know what'll be the plot A man down only nobody will get shot