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I smoked my life away and I acknowledge this I own an empty resume what the problem Is I am Still a Citizen who stays on top of shit I work every day to embrace every option left absorbing Knowledge like its oxygen attracted to college like it's opposite Holding a map to power like I want this shit but I'm taking my time to keep it accurate Bdsm with the patience so I can master it Hunting success, I'm setting traps so I can capture it I'm after It, no past conflict Only the future is factored in, To me I say goodbye as I leave so a better me can come back again Can You not see that life could have been just a little bit different for me If I would have just tried to listen maybe I wouldn't find myself in my current position sitting all alone trying to justify past conditions always making silly excuses like why can't I just stop quitting So moving forward I have given myself a super simple mission to forgive and forget and accept what my life is missing instead of sitting steady hoping wishing Like a debt I started paying attention started doing my best started watching this world with an eager interest Life's a puzzle I start putting pieces together, So I can get ahead In my soul is a struggle but, in my morals, I begin to invest I'm watching the mistakes of others so I can prevent, It has nothing to do with luck because I know what happens next, And now it used to be my pride but my legacy I will protect So I don't need a referencing to explain how I deserve respect I'm going to turn my life around like the flip of a Switch I'm living righteous now like the shoe going to fit If I'm not where I want to be I promise that is where I will get If I just head this way on that throne I will sit And no this is not the sale this is just the pitch Ooh life's getting harder now isn't that a bitch And now the amount of useful time I'm spending wasted on youthful consequences paying for past choices and decision made in a different time a different place with a different wisdom, they say I set myself up for failure, I say maybe just a little I was cocky I was always kind of arrogant where trouble goes well I were, looking through the bars to find new friends buddies to run with until the summer ends no life in the snow for tracks tell others where you have been Constantly creating lives of lies until it's hard to tell which ones pretend covertly copying even the shit that does not make sense camouflage all the way from the shoes to the tank and top Stay in where you to fit so you don't get stopped, I want something better like a life worth living one where I don't get shot setting up becomes counterproductive if today, I'm here and tomorrow I'm not Location location location I don't want to Die because of sex race or affiliation this is the start, the creation of The matrix on a planet and pieces only few of us man enough to face it embrace it swallow pride and find the patience to change it never in effort is it wasted only a better time to remember forever blessed with good graces this is how it could be if we makes it sit down and get around this is how I will help I'm going to turn my life around like the flip of a Switch I'm living righteous now like the shoe going to fit If I'm not where I want to be I promise that is where I will get If I just head this way on that throne I will sit And no this is not the sale this is just the pitch Ooh life's getting harder now isn't that a bitch I do not mean to speak as if I'm perfect or preach as if I know better, I just think as a team we should come together and try our best to teach morals that we would want to last forever like excuse me, and ladies first Say thank you to the creepy ass clerk hold the door open for the 60-year-old Jerk when showing respect, you do it without a smirk help your fellow people especially when it means work pick up your pieces and tuck in your shirt. And if your friends with Jesus be sure to attend church, we all weed something to believe in, that's how we lay down for the night Soundly sleeping telling ourselves it is real whatever it is we are dreaming it gives us purpose, gives us meaning especially when we diffidently know it's misleading and why are you still listening if you don't believe me and if you still hear me Join me in Singing I'm going to turn my life around like the flip of a Switch I'm living righteous now like the shoe going to fit If I'm not where I want to be I promise that is where I will get If I just head this way on that throne I will sit And no this is not the sale this is just the pitch Ooh life's getting harder now isn't that a bitch